The weather is so windy right now, just like my heart.

Got tons of thoughts in my mind.

I shouldn't be here from the start. I shouldn't be in anyone else life from the start. I shouldn't be knowing you from the start...

I'm too resent over the past. You know what? People always love to compare. When the day I knew the comparison of me and your love one. I know the fact that I will never ever be at the first place. She shouldn't be the one to taken away, but why? This is too unfair!!!

I hate myself so much that you aren't deserved to be treated like that from god. This is so unfair, why should I be here? I'm nothing good at all, at all...non. 

You deserve someone better, do you know that?

Miserable moment

I forget when is the last time, I felt this way again.
A feeling that hardly express and even difficult to describe in words.

Why am I feeling this, this time? Question marks all surrounding my head.
I felt so lonely out of a sudden.

Suck day...

I always tells myself, to forgive people mistakes, and forget what they done to me.
But I always fails to do so.

I can tolerate for once, twice, or maybe more but not again and again.

too much.

your not even giving a try.

Im apology of being busy body.

p/s: is difficult of not worrying, but I wonder how many of us would really care about how others feel?
your not even taking it as priority, why would others?

"Change is the law of life and those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future"

It used up alot of guts to tell.

Thought it would just kept with me.

I must be someone scary, horrible, terrifying, mean...aint it?

I don't tell, it doesnt mean I not being honest.

 sometime something is better to be kept.

I felt ashamed of myself.

Though I know time can make all these fade away slowly.

But once the words said out, its no way of taking it back.

p/s: I cant denied the fact but Im being very protective nowadays.

but I wont forget what did I wrote for the resolution this year, I wont forget the promise I made to myself. I know Im big enough to be resposible to myself, and to other people.

 Words are always easy than action. Why dont we just left it empty and do it in action first? Can you fill up the blank for me?

 

执着

原来开心真的很重要。

昨天遇见一位很可爱的朋友。

他看来不会有戒心，人很单纯，开朗。

如果能像他一半，那该有多好？

但，说实话，背景不一样，那又如何会明白呢？

原来很多东西，以为自已看得很开。

才发现原来自已从没放开。

那么固执有什么用了？

仲觉得自已永远都做不好，害怕没有人会认同我