Got tons of thoughts in my mind.
I shouldn't be here from the start. I shouldn't be in anyone else life from the start. I shouldn't be knowing you from the start...
I'm too resent over the past. You know what? People always love to compare. When the day I knew the comparison of me and your love one. I know the fact that I will never ever be at the first place. She shouldn't be the one to taken away, but why? This is too unfair!!!
I hate myself so much that you aren't deserved to be treated like that from god. This is so unfair, why should I be here? I'm nothing good at all, at all...non.
You deserve someone better, do you know that?
